I crossed the line.
Eventually, I knew it would happen. The line had sat out there tempting me for years. Every so often it would beckon to me softly. Tempting me, daring me to cross it, but each time the line presented itself to me, I was able to resist the temptation. That is until this past Saturday.
The day had started out like most other Saturday’s in my house. A trip to the local coffee shop for a cup of freshly brewed coffee and some conversation. Little did I know that as I sat and sipped on coffee cooled to the perfect drinking temperature and discussed future summer plans with friends that today was going to be the day.
Returning home from the coffee shop normalcy reigned supreme. Housecleaning, a little internet surfing (I had to see how my favorite riders were prepping for the next days Paris-Roubaix race). Little did I know I was mere hours from crossing the line, a line that once crossed there is no turning back from.
I dropped my daughter off at a birthday party and found myself with a few hours of alone time. The wipers on the cars swished back and forth wiping the steady cold spring rain from my windshield. I waited at the stoplight when I heard the line beckon. It called my name, quietly at first and then growing louder with each rhythmic wipe of the wipers. The car’s thermometer joined in when it chimed altering me to the near freezing conditions outside my car. 39 degrees and rainy lovely day.
When I returned to my empty house, before I realized what was even going on I was inching ever closer the line. A line I had resisted for years, offering excuse after excuse as to why I wouldn’t cross it. But today I was inexplicably drawn to this mythical line a line I had successfully avoided for years.
I will admit it felt good to cross the line, it felt real good in fact, maybe a little too good. Sweat began to drip from my forehead rolling down my wet face into my open eyes. The stinging and burning making me feel alive. Water rolled off my tires, spraying my back with a mixture of ice cold water and grit. The cold spring air stinging my face, freezing my hand, and making me glad to be alive.
Every spring, when I’d see rain drops roll off my window, I always postpone my bike ride. Preferring the comfort of my couch to the discomfort of the bike, but last Saturday I crossed the line and rode. I rode a measly 22 miles, but it was pure bliss. I was alive, I was on my bike, I was outside, I had crossed the line and had finally become a hard core cyclist. No longer was I just the recreational cyclist who thoroughly enjoyed a Saturday ride. I was the guy who despite the abysmal conditions threw my leg over the bike and began to pedal.
Riding in the spring rain had scared me for years. It’s too cold, too wet. My bike will melt, it’s not really a rain bike afterall. Well guess what, bikes aren’t made out of sugar so they are okay to ride in the rain and as the miles ticked by I wasn’t as cold as I thought I’d be. I wasn’t as wet as I thought I be, (turns out I was wetter, but that’s besides the point). The entire ride wasn’t as scary as I thought it’d be. In fact, it has become one of my most cherished bike riding experiences ever.
We all have lines in our life that we need to cross every now and then. We all put barriers up, whether it be a barrier to God or a barrier to our spouse. Whatever the barrier is, our lives our full of lines. Crossing those lines is scary, it leaves us vulnerable, exposed to the elements.
God call us all to a life of service and sometimes that service includes crossing a line or two. It involves going out into the elements, exposed and vulnerable. We need to remember that while God calls out into the elements. He will never leave us alone. He will provide shelter from the storm when it blows too hard, a charcoal fire to warm cold hands by, a cup of warm coffee and conversation to replenish your soul.
Look around your life, find the lines that need to be crossed and cross them. Do what God is calling you to do, be unafraid to live your life according to His will. You may find that crossing a line isn’t as scary as you think it is. It may just open up a whole new world of possibilities for you.